Turning up emotional faders Keep repeating self-hating phrases I have heard enough of these voices Almost like I have no choice This is biological stasis My mood's shifting to manic places Wish I laughed and kept the good friendships Watch life, here I go again I can't see me cry Can't see me cry ever again (ooh) I can't see me cry Can't see me cry This is the end (ooh) My biggest enemy is me, pop a 911 My biggest enemy is me, pop a 911 My biggest enemy is me Ever since day one Pop a 911, then pop another one Keep my dolls inside diamond boxes Save them 'til I know I'm gon' drop this front I've built around me, oasis Paradise is in my hand Holding on so tight to this status It's not real but I'll try to grab it Keep myself in beautiful places Paradise is in my hands I can't see me cry Can't see me cry ever again (ooh) I can't see me cry Can't see me cry This is the end (ooh) My biggest enemy is me, pop a 911 My biggest enemy is me, pop a 911 My biggest enemy is me Ever since day one Pop a 911 then pop another one P-pop another one (ooh) Pop a 911 then pop another one (ooh) I can't see me cry Can't see me cry ever again (ooh) I can't see me cry Can't see me cry This is the end (ooh) My biggest enemy is me, pop a 911 My biggest enemy is me, pop a 911 My biggest enemy is me Ever since day one Pop a 911 then pop another one Please patch the line Please patch the line Need a 911, can you patch the line? Please patch the line Please patch the line Need a 911, can you patch the line?