Am I, am I, am I Am I, am I, am I Am I still alive? Where am I? I cry Who was it that pulled the trigger, was it you or I? I'm completely numb, why you actin' dumb? I won't blame myself 'cause we both know you were the one I don't know what to do, you don't know what to say The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay The monster inside you is torturing me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay Replay, r-replay The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay Every single day, yeah, I dig a grave Then I sit inside it, wondering if I'll behave It's a game I play, and I hate to say You're the worst thing and the best thing that's happened to me These demons, these demons, I must stay, I must stay Never stop, I guess I'm playing and I can't escape On rewind, on repeat, insistent, all day Spin it like you're a DJ, torture me on replay I don't know what to do, you don't know what to say The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay The monster inside you is torturing me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay Replay, r-replay The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay Replay, r-replay Replay, r-replay Psychologically, it's something that I can't explain Scratch my nails into the dirt to pull me out okay Does it matter? Does it matter? Damage is done Does it matter? Does it matter? You had the gun You had the gun You had the gun You had the gun I don't know what to do, you don't know what to say The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay The monster inside you is torturing me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay Your monsters torture me Your monsters torture me Your monsters torture me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay Your monsters torture me Your monsters torture me Your monsters torture me (Torture me) Your monsters torture me Your monsters torture me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay